today
so i havent been on here for a really looooooooooooong time. so no1 is ever on here so i am gunna just start to vent more often on here now. so i am sick of bullshit. two of my friends r pissin me off. i aint gunna say names. i always feeel like the 3rd wheel when i am with them...at work, school, in the car, anywhere we go. i dont even feel like i have a best friend right now. one of my closes best friends always gets mad at me and shit i kno she does cuz i hear it from peeps but i am sry i dont hang out with her that much u kno i have a job now its hard to keep in touch with peeps now..i only get to see peeps at skool and i dont really talk to anyone. so i love my bf right yeah ok but i just feel like he likes one of my friends..yeah his roommate likes my friend but still i always get that feelin my bf is after her. sumtimes i feel like my bf just wants sum and doesnt really like me. i dont really get to hang out with my bf and whenever i do hang out with him it just seems like all he wants is sex. and he doesnt really talk to me much anymore. i just dont kno about him anymore. but i do love him and love fuckin sucks alot. idk it might just be me. fuck i just feel kinda lost right now..fuck i aint even gunna talk to him unless he calls me cuz it dont really feel like he likes me. my family aint doin good right now and i just feel crappy everyday..i dont wanna do anything anymore.. i just wanna be alone all the time and i dont wanna say it but i feel like i am gettin depressed again. well i am gunna go now. i dont wanna talk about any shit right now so please dont ask about any of it..