does it seem to bring the worst of you out?..
Well today was really boring. I dont think ill be doing anything tonight.. Which is surprising.. I just dont feel like going out.. Im really not in a good mood..
I kinda got mad at this guy and intend on never talking to him again. Im sick of the way he treats me like shit and im just gonna forget everything that ever happened between us... rrgh w/e.
My stylist came to my house today to tell me whats gonna happen w/ my hair. It really didnt turn out well because now I think its going to end up exactly opposite of what i want. She told me i dyed it too much and shes gonna TRY to fix it but its not gonna be exactly what i want. I got upset and was like "Ok then i just wont get it done" but i guess i gave in and im going through with it. What a waste of money, and a valentines day gift from my dad. :(
The whole boy situation is really confusing. Im not going to go into details, but i just feel really alone right now and I need someone.. The last time I had a REAL boyfriend was a little over a year ago. i dont know what is wrong with me. Im just like really mad at myself. Every day i sit and think "what is wrong with me? why does no one love me?" and im just gonna have to get over it.
But all in all, things are going okay. Not exactly how i want them to turn out, but i guess theyre better than they were.
I kinda got mad at this guy and intend on never talking to him again. Im sick of the way he treats me like shit and im just gonna forget everything that ever happened between us... rrgh w/e.
My stylist came to my house today to tell me whats gonna happen w/ my hair. It really didnt turn out well because now I think its going to end up exactly opposite of what i want. She told me i dyed it too much and shes gonna TRY to fix it but its not gonna be exactly what i want. I got upset and was like "Ok then i just wont get it done" but i guess i gave in and im going through with it. What a waste of money, and a valentines day gift from my dad. :(
The whole boy situation is really confusing. Im not going to go into details, but i just feel really alone right now and I need someone.. The last time I had a REAL boyfriend was a little over a year ago. i dont know what is wrong with me. Im just like really mad at myself. Every day i sit and think "what is wrong with me? why does no one love me?" and im just gonna have to get over it.
But all in all, things are going okay. Not exactly how i want them to turn out, but i guess theyre better than they were.