MCGH what what!
Well, it's been awhile but that's okay.
I've come to terms with a few things over the past couple weeks or so. It feels good in a way but sometimes I wonder if things are truly right in my life. I think about the people I used to call my friends and how they never talk to me anymore. Like the ones I had in high school. I wonder how I can be so content with not talking to them and I could honestly care less if I ever talked to them again. I've been hanging out with people I went to high school with but never really knew they were there. They are amazing people and I'm hoping they stick around and we become really close. All I want is to have a solid group of friends to do things with and know that they will always be there for me. We've gone to Canada and celebrated St. Patties Day together and it was the best feeling. I am so comfortable with them... and I love them...
School is hard but oh well, my mind goes blank of most of my tests and I pick the wrong answers then I kick myself after because I knew the right one. Clinical will never get easier but I still have hope that someday I'll get a cute little old lady for a patient who lets me do her hair and paint her nails. We're starting to plan for Spring/Summer semester which is pretty exciting! Hopefully get to do some clinical at the General. ^_^
Work was amazing tonight. Took some good pictures. I guess Kristina feel on the cement last night while she was drunk and she kept walking around with her pant leg rolled up showing her enormous gash on her leg. It was so gross looking! I called her a hooker and that was the end of that. Poor Kiley is dealing with deaths every other day like no joke. I feel so bad, she's been to like 5 funerals in the past month and I feel horrible. My co-workers are like my family, I love them to death and I can so be crazy around them. You kinda learn to not take anything they say to heart and just laugh because if you don't, you won't survive 4 south. We ordered out tonight from City Coney Island and Nicole and I went to Micky D's. It was fun until we got stuck by the train and Nicole started freaking out! Oh yeah and for once in my life I felt bad for my confused patients... I have no idea why, that's not like me!
I have some hardcore homework, I'm not really excited about that... but I guess I have awhile to do it so we're all good! LOL! Oh man Nicole found out that like 5 of the nurses we work with have Myspaces... it's seriously the funniest thing ever! Most of them are over the age of 25 so I guess that adds to the halarity of the whole situation. Hehe, love my co-workers. Oh yeah and Angie told us she loved us today and we were like are you drunk? And she was like no, I go to church now. Unfortunatly I hate to tell her but church isn't going to help her situations...lol!
It felt SOOOOOO good to kiss someone... like you don't understand. Mmm... love it!
I've come to terms with a few things over the past couple weeks or so. It feels good in a way but sometimes I wonder if things are truly right in my life. I think about the people I used to call my friends and how they never talk to me anymore. Like the ones I had in high school. I wonder how I can be so content with not talking to them and I could honestly care less if I ever talked to them again. I've been hanging out with people I went to high school with but never really knew they were there. They are amazing people and I'm hoping they stick around and we become really close. All I want is to have a solid group of friends to do things with and know that they will always be there for me. We've gone to Canada and celebrated St. Patties Day together and it was the best feeling. I am so comfortable with them... and I love them...
School is hard but oh well, my mind goes blank of most of my tests and I pick the wrong answers then I kick myself after because I knew the right one. Clinical will never get easier but I still have hope that someday I'll get a cute little old lady for a patient who lets me do her hair and paint her nails. We're starting to plan for Spring/Summer semester which is pretty exciting! Hopefully get to do some clinical at the General. ^_^
Work was amazing tonight. Took some good pictures. I guess Kristina feel on the cement last night while she was drunk and she kept walking around with her pant leg rolled up showing her enormous gash on her leg. It was so gross looking! I called her a hooker and that was the end of that. Poor Kiley is dealing with deaths every other day like no joke. I feel so bad, she's been to like 5 funerals in the past month and I feel horrible. My co-workers are like my family, I love them to death and I can so be crazy around them. You kinda learn to not take anything they say to heart and just laugh because if you don't, you won't survive 4 south. We ordered out tonight from City Coney Island and Nicole and I went to Micky D's. It was fun until we got stuck by the train and Nicole started freaking out! Oh yeah and for once in my life I felt bad for my confused patients... I have no idea why, that's not like me!
I have some hardcore homework, I'm not really excited about that... but I guess I have awhile to do it so we're all good! LOL! Oh man Nicole found out that like 5 of the nurses we work with have Myspaces... it's seriously the funniest thing ever! Most of them are over the age of 25 so I guess that adds to the halarity of the whole situation. Hehe, love my co-workers. Oh yeah and Angie told us she loved us today and we were like are you drunk? And she was like no, I go to church now. Unfortunatly I hate to tell her but church isn't going to help her situations...lol!
It felt SOOOOOO good to kiss someone... like you don't understand. Mmm... love it!