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It's 9 o'clock at night and I'm all snuggled into my bed. It's pretty much become part of my routine as of late. Go to bed early, get up early and just deal with things as they come. It's exciting to think about graduating in December. I will probably ball my eyes out, happy tears of course! Knowing that I made it through probably the hardest thing I will ever have to face. One of the hardest parts of nursing school is the battle between your class members, you have your selected few friends and every one else is always competing with you. However if you do well you friends are always happy for you and when you do bad or have a horrible day, they are there to encourage you and lend their shoulder. Those people know EXACTLY what your going through because well, their going through it too! No one could ever imagine what we feel on a daily basis. Usually it consists of stress, happyness, joy, sadness, curiousity and sometimes even anger...
Some people beat themselves up about nursing school, they think they have to study 24 hours of everyday of every week. For me, I keep a pretty steady balance. I keep my weekends for myself and to do what I want outside of school. I work on Fridays which can be fun but also draining. I take time at night to watch tv or talk on AIM. HAHA! Sometimes I get alittle sidetracked...lol!
Just got done talking to my brother, he called me on his way home from school to talk. Although I'm not really sure the reason he actually called was ever addressed. Oh well, we just talked about random stuff. He's definatly got to be my favoritest person to talk about life with. Just random life stuff, he just listens to it not complaining a bit. Sometimes you just need to know that someone will listen to you... Plus I feel like I can tell him anything and I hope he feels that he can tell me anything. I know alot about the kid but it seems like everday I'm learning... Despite him beating me up and calling me names, I sure love my brother... I've never had a real sibling but I've always wanted a big brother. And now I have one! If I did have a brother who was genetic, I would want him to be just like him. ^_^ It makes me smile just thinking about it. I'm not gonna lie, I get jealous often and if my big bro ever gets a girlfriend I'm probably going to be depressed...my mom was talking to me about it the other night. I was just like "yeah I know, I can handle it" but who knows, it could be easy or it could be really hard... even if I really like the girl! I'm just so used to not sharing him! lol MINE!
Some people beat themselves up about nursing school, they think they have to study 24 hours of everyday of every week. For me, I keep a pretty steady balance. I keep my weekends for myself and to do what I want outside of school. I work on Fridays which can be fun but also draining. I take time at night to watch tv or talk on AIM. HAHA! Sometimes I get alittle sidetracked...lol!
Just got done talking to my brother, he called me on his way home from school to talk. Although I'm not really sure the reason he actually called was ever addressed. Oh well, we just talked about random stuff. He's definatly got to be my favoritest person to talk about life with. Just random life stuff, he just listens to it not complaining a bit. Sometimes you just need to know that someone will listen to you... Plus I feel like I can tell him anything and I hope he feels that he can tell me anything. I know alot about the kid but it seems like everday I'm learning... Despite him beating me up and calling me names, I sure love my brother... I've never had a real sibling but I've always wanted a big brother. And now I have one! If I did have a brother who was genetic, I would want him to be just like him. ^_^ It makes me smile just thinking about it. I'm not gonna lie, I get jealous often and if my big bro ever gets a girlfriend I'm probably going to be depressed...my mom was talking to me about it the other night. I was just like "yeah I know, I can handle it" but who knows, it could be easy or it could be really hard... even if I really like the girl! I'm just so used to not sharing him! lol MINE!