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I haven't been this angry and sad at the same time in a verrrrrrry long time. Part of me wants to slap one of my best friends upside the head for the stupid shit they're into right now. Another part of me just wants to curl up and cry and cry and cry. The worst part is there is nothing I can do to change my friend. They have to be the one to straighten themself out. It's so goddamn frustrating and to make matters worse, I can't even do anything to de-stress myself. If I were to scream I'd be dead meat b/c I'd wake the whole house up and they'd think something was direly wrong. If I were to blast the music and sing along I'd be dead. If i were to dance around my room to get my mind off what i'm feeling right now, I'd be even deader. Damn it. I wish i could just say a few magic words and have things start going my way. It's days like today that make me hate the way life is going.