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[lildancincutie7]

Well, homecoming...

Not much to say about that. But I did have an okay time. Better than the others I suppose. But I still ended up crying halfway through. My damned heart...

I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I know I shouldn't still love you, but I can't help it. People tell me not to care about you, and I find it so hard not to. I will always love you. No matter what happens. It won't even change when I see the endless girls around you. I could never forget you.

But then I think of all the times you hurt me. And all the times you left me and went on to someone new. How could I be so stupid and still wish for us to be together?? I hate being so fucking confused...

I can't do it anymore... I just can't...