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It's Friday but I hardly feel 'happy' about it. These past couple of days have been a little rough, to tell you the truth, but hopefully, it's for the best.
Who is responsible for deciding what is 'right' or 'wrong'? Is it an equation (I'd like to think it is), which is solved by determining the path that contains the least amount of hurt people? Is the 'right' thing to do merely a set of responsibilities that you've incurred over the past years? Maybe it's much more difficult than that....maybe lines are blurred where 'right' and 'wrong' meet and no one really knows what the 'right' thing to do is....we just merely guess and hope it was for 'the best'. I THINK I'm doing the best thing.....but why do I feel like I'm in mourning? I guess sometimes doing the 'right' thing DOES involve a grieving process....it doesn't mean it's an EASY thing to do.....but sometimes it comes down to it just being necessary under the circumstances.
Ok, that's the RATIONAL side of me...the spririted side of me says, "Hey! Go with your gut! What will make YOU happy?" And if it really was soley my decision to make...I know exactly what I'd do. Maybe it's THAT kind of thinking that actually comforts me......sure, perhaps it's not realistic but I can imagine.....and escape....I also enjoy thinking that chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream can solve all my problems... :)
Tonight, after work, I'll be headed to the running track again. Exercising really does make me feel stronger, abler, more confident. How did I deal with life prior to working out? I slept....ate....slept......that can't be healthy. I truly look forward to burning off my problems and negativities. Ha! Bring it on!
Alright, happy weekend! Enjoy!
Jumar Joe - Have a great birthday tomorrow!!