so can we talk about this please?
i hung out with the shays then justin walked me to leaders
leaders=pure sex. lol i love it soo much ahhhh... ne ways. so i show up and ryans like hey slut and i waws like HEY!. cause hes a retard. then we got into our haunted house groupes :) yay. me danielle crystal and alicia?(not sure) are all in the same room and its gunna be AMAZING im so excited. then we went on brake and then me zach dk and ashley went to dks house adn then burger king. and we came back and had a real meeting <3 yay. then he called me like a slut a few more times like it flippin makes since lol.. i flippin go out with sheen and im the biggest slut but 4 days after me and him brake up after almost a month hes already moved on funny rite? yea .. lol well ne ways then justin picked me up frum leaders and then we walked to his house and on the way home ryan and who noes screams out the car SLUT and all i could do was laugh and wave its so funny how they take there time out to make fun of me when ONE ryan has no reason to talk and TWO neither vanessa nor kayla no me. and i couldnt help but laugh how they make fun of me when 2 boys come up to me today in bio and go (kaitlyn did u see that thing ryan walks with shes mad immature and shes really ugly) lol and then at leaders people were like um is that ryans new gf cause shes ugly.. hehe.well i duno i think shes pretty but i guess im not everyone else..anyways and i hung out with jeremy and shizzle and then jeremy walked me home at like 11 ish.. it was fun.. im so Pumped for haunted house
ne ways i wrote a poem that i dedicate to vanessa:
every time you hold her; does she know how you told me youd hold me until you die, do u tell her that u were there for me when i needed to cry. do u tell her that u treat her the same way u treated me. does she no that u call her the same names and say the same damn things. let her no shes not special let her see,shes only another book in ur life with the same everything, From beggining to end theres no difference but the title. Let her no that u really dont care for her or love her more then u cared and loved me
. . . Your not special to him why cant u see. your the same as the rest of us. he needs u like he needed me. dont let those words fool you they are just a repeated harmoney. . .
And this song reminds me of vanessa and ryan lol
want you to know that I´m happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I´m sure she´d make a really excellent mother ´
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you´d hold me Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Chorus: And I´m here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away
It´s not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I´m not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
´Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you´d hold me Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Repeat Chorus
´Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me
And I´m not gonna fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else´s back I hope you feel it . . .
well can you feel it
leaders=pure sex. lol i love it soo much ahhhh... ne ways. so i show up and ryans like hey slut and i waws like HEY!. cause hes a retard. then we got into our haunted house groupes :) yay. me danielle crystal and alicia?(not sure) are all in the same room and its gunna be AMAZING im so excited. then we went on brake and then me zach dk and ashley went to dks house adn then burger king. and we came back and had a real meeting <3 yay. then he called me like a slut a few more times like it flippin makes since lol.. i flippin go out with sheen and im the biggest slut but 4 days after me and him brake up after almost a month hes already moved on funny rite? yea .. lol well ne ways then justin picked me up frum leaders and then we walked to his house and on the way home ryan and who noes screams out the car SLUT and all i could do was laugh and wave its so funny how they take there time out to make fun of me when ONE ryan has no reason to talk and TWO neither vanessa nor kayla no me. and i couldnt help but laugh how they make fun of me when 2 boys come up to me today in bio and go (kaitlyn did u see that thing ryan walks with shes mad immature and shes really ugly) lol and then at leaders people were like um is that ryans new gf cause shes ugly.. hehe.well i duno i think shes pretty but i guess im not everyone else..anyways and i hung out with jeremy and shizzle and then jeremy walked me home at like 11 ish.. it was fun.. im so Pumped for haunted house
ne ways i wrote a poem that i dedicate to vanessa:
every time you hold her; does she know how you told me youd hold me until you die, do u tell her that u were there for me when i needed to cry. do u tell her that u treat her the same way u treated me. does she no that u call her the same names and say the same damn things. let her no shes not special let her see,shes only another book in ur life with the same everything, From beggining to end theres no difference but the title. Let her no that u really dont care for her or love her more then u cared and loved me
. . . Your not special to him why cant u see. your the same as the rest of us. he needs u like he needed me. dont let those words fool you they are just a repeated harmoney. . .
And this song reminds me of vanessa and ryan lol
want you to know that I´m happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I´m sure she´d make a really excellent mother ´
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you´d hold me Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Chorus: And I´m here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away
It´s not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I´m not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
´Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you´d hold me Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Repeat Chorus
´Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me
And I´m not gonna fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else´s back I hope you feel it . . .
well can you feel it