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i have to wonder if what i'm doing is right sometimes, and well you know what, if it;s what i want then it's fuckin right and thats it. of course i take others into consideration, but the final descision is mine. and my happiness is the one true thing that should matter to me. i am a very self-doubting person. i have little confidence in myself but i'm trying to work on that. i have a tendency to feel a lot of guilt, even if there is no reason for me to and i hate that. i fucking hate that!! i feel sick right now. i'm sorry if i can't accomodate to everyone and everything. i dont want to. i'm really annoyed right now. i have an aviodant behavior, if anyone knows me, they know that. it's me and i can't change it. i try and work on it but i will never fully rid myself of that bad habit.
i am a happy person right now! other than the difficulties i face from time to time, i'm fine. i suppose we can't rid ourselves or all the burdens we sometimes bear but i hope my current ones cease to exist much sooner than later. but thats all i can do is hope. so i pray that things work out for me, and in the end...the only thing i can do is avoid regret and live MY life in the best way i can.
i am a happy person right now! other than the difficulties i face from time to time, i'm fine. i suppose we can't rid ourselves or all the burdens we sometimes bear but i hope my current ones cease to exist much sooner than later. but thats all i can do is hope. so i pray that things work out for me, and in the end...the only thing i can do is avoid regret and live MY life in the best way i can.