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Hey everyone!!! its been forever since ive updated but sooo much has been going on....school is seriously getting out of control... all of my teachers are seriously freakin packin homework on me i have no time to do anything i barely have time to freakin sleep.... my grades are all just barely c's except for mr davis: music appreciation seriously if it wasnt for you mr d. i would be failing school! I found out some interesting news about ric whihc scares me a little but i cant really get into that since he has people checkin up on me!!(HINT HINT... I dunno what my feelings are right now.. i am so mixed up... im crushin on this kid ***** but at the same time im not lol i mean i have fun when we chill but the thing is we havent had to much time to hang out so i dunno how i feel... in school he acts liek he doesnt feel anything but he tells his best friend and ness otherwise.. so right now im just lost.. in a way i am feeling so much less pressure right now just focusing on myself and my work... i am thinking baout taking this weekend for advantage and instead of going out everynight just chillin and catchin up on as much work as possible... i had the scariest dream last night (lemme know if anyone has ever had this dream cuz i heard its pretty popular) ok so i was sleeping and i know im sleeping but at the same time i can hear my mom and dad talking in the living room so it was liek i was sleeping but i wasnt... and i wanted to get up and tell them to lower their voices cuz i couldnt sleep that well and when i tried to move myself to get up i couldnt move.. it was the scariest feeling but i have had that nightmare before.. the freaky thing is i was awake i was telling myslef to get up and lik open my eyes but for some reason i couldnt.. after what seemed like 5 min but prolly was just a few seconds i was barely able to slowly push my knee off my bed and i was able to move and i got up... it was so scary.. i know it sounds wierd but seriously i was paraylzed in my dream only i wasnt dreaming!!! i dunno i hate that i was soo scared..
my mom bought me this dream book a couple years ago and i looked for it to see what it meant and it said..(Paraylsis) One of the most troubling dream events, and startling physical side effects of REM, is paraylsis. Large muscle groups often become paraylzed during a dream, presumably to prevent injury to the dreamer in case the dreamer's insticts would cause a physical reaction to dreaming visuals. It can be troubling if the dreamer becomes aware of his body in a paralyzed state without being aware of the fact that the mind is still ina dream state. Suddenly stripped of every physical capacity for defense, the dreamer can experience great panic or victimization in the dream. This scenario is a troubling version of the LUCID dream. Instead od mind awareness and body control, the dreamer has body awareness and no mind experience.
The point of me writing that was .. i have no idea lol but i figured if anyoine has ever had that dream you what what it is now lol... well i think ima do some hw!! xoxoxo
my mom bought me this dream book a couple years ago and i looked for it to see what it meant and it said..(Paraylsis) One of the most troubling dream events, and startling physical side effects of REM, is paraylsis. Large muscle groups often become paraylzed during a dream, presumably to prevent injury to the dreamer in case the dreamer's insticts would cause a physical reaction to dreaming visuals. It can be troubling if the dreamer becomes aware of his body in a paralyzed state without being aware of the fact that the mind is still ina dream state. Suddenly stripped of every physical capacity for defense, the dreamer can experience great panic or victimization in the dream. This scenario is a troubling version of the LUCID dream. Instead od mind awareness and body control, the dreamer has body awareness and no mind experience.
The point of me writing that was .. i have no idea lol but i figured if anyoine has ever had that dream you what what it is now lol... well i think ima do some hw!! xoxoxo