Binyomin

Aug 08, 2005 00:57

Tonight when i got home from kt's, ben and i talked...
he called while we were watching the documentary and it yet again bothered me
i just dont understand his need to call me when he knows what im doing..well i found out.

this worries me ALOT
ben calls because he is worried. he has never told me why. he said its cuz its ridiculous.
he is right..but
well ok

so he told me what he was thinking.. he was afraid.. i got raped, or to a lesser exent. i got in a car accident
so at first, your like woah why would he think that
it scares me alot. he really needs professional help
it is one thing to worry, but to let those extreme irrational thoughts, and then believe them...
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