Dont judge mary kate lol................
ok so i finally decided to update i guess im just not good at expressing myself through writing im more verbal, obvisouly im all loud and wild lol but anyways im in a good place right now in my life i got myself a job and going to school and finally got rid of jose from my life, but i had a relapse in my anorexia i havent really had to deal with it in a while not since i was 16 and my mom put me into a rehah for eating disorders and stuff. but i guess the stess of school got to me and noticed weight loss and not being very much hungry and started again obsessing with my weight and body and dropped to 114 lbs which isnt the lowest i been which was 85lbs but still pretty skinny and also noticed some of my hair falling out which is a big sign of malnutrition. but i been eating well again and seeing a doctor and thanks to my family and close friends i am getting back on track and have gained 3 lbs in the past week. like i totally feel bad for mary kate olsen it must be hundred times harder for her to deal with everyone judging her i couldnt ever got through that atleast i can deal with my problem privately. lots of people ask me if my problem is just wanting to be more skinny but its not really how it started when i was a kid my mom always had to take me to the doctor cause i would eat and had to be put on pills to make me hungry and then in my teen years it got worse with stress and deprssion that lead to an obsession with diet and exercise then eventually to not eating fot days at a time. but now i think im back on track and eating like a pig lol
Carlos
Carlos