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so i pretty much hate my life right now.i'm no longer graduating on time. im taking spring classes and fall classes. i'll have that extra major of communication.
i hate my work. all my parents are doing lately is critize me. i feel pretty much
worthless
i feel like now i do need to move away and get a fresh start. now more than ever i want to be marks wife. just bc i want to get out of the house after yeling with my mom and dad, my mom yelled at me she was all "just like u running away from conflict" i screamed back and told her that i took after her. which dude she doesnt even deal with conflict
and another thing i that shes agruing with everyone that she takes it out on me. she says as soon as she helpss me i turn her down. well shes never been there for me. all she does is work. that all i known her as. oh and this old fashion mother who overprotect me too much. how does she expect me to open up to her.
i hate it that they dont even understand sometimes.
yes i know i need to work on some stuff but i dont need to get nagged and criticize just bc moms upset at aunt linda.
i have a freaking docs apointment i dk
im just extremely stressed bc im on the go and it seems whenever im with mark all we do is drive somewhere which isnt always anyones fault...
o-well
go see wild hogs. u'll have some spoonfull of jokes
i hate my work. all my parents are doing lately is critize me. i feel pretty much
worthless
i feel like now i do need to move away and get a fresh start. now more than ever i want to be marks wife. just bc i want to get out of the house after yeling with my mom and dad, my mom yelled at me she was all "just like u running away from conflict" i screamed back and told her that i took after her. which dude she doesnt even deal with conflict
and another thing i that shes agruing with everyone that she takes it out on me. she says as soon as she helpss me i turn her down. well shes never been there for me. all she does is work. that all i known her as. oh and this old fashion mother who overprotect me too much. how does she expect me to open up to her.
i hate it that they dont even understand sometimes.
yes i know i need to work on some stuff but i dont need to get nagged and criticize just bc moms upset at aunt linda.
i have a freaking docs apointment i dk
im just extremely stressed bc im on the go and it seems whenever im with mark all we do is drive somewhere which isnt always anyones fault...
o-well
go see wild hogs. u'll have some spoonfull of jokes