Oct 04, 2005 20:11
yes all, I did get a myspace. But the bad thing about it is that, well, you don't get to say anything. Unless you add yourself as a friend. And that is GAY. www.myspace.com/retardedsinger
yeah so....how is everybody? Amazing i hope. I guess. lol. School is so fucking hard. Seriously. You'd think teachers would have better shit to do with their lives than grade papers or something. But yeah so. Family life is JUST GREAT. let me tell you. I haven't spoken to my mom in exactly a day and 5 hours and 30 or so minutes now. My dad is holding my cell phone captive for god knows what reason, and cita is moping. Blake is turning into grant. Am I the only sane one?? no i guess not.
I watched Garden State last night. I don't want to watch it anymore. I don't really know why, but I guess becuase it reminds me of the past, and when someone is moving on to the future and trying to get on with her life, thats the best thing. I mean, why hang on to the past when you don't even care? Its stupid really. The future is what you have to live for, don't throw it away.
I don't know, with the excpetion of some people, I'm kinda changing. I guess you could call it that. I met an amazing person who I just love spending time with because no matter what he can make me smile, and I have a better relationship with my sis, and I am growing. Thats right people. I'm a little over 5'2" now. Not much, but enough for me to notice. I realized that I have some people that I have been snubbing that are my friends. i met some of their friends and I like them too. I guess its just kinda like, last year, everything just circled around and around until i was so caught up that I didn't stop to breathe. This year, I look back on it all and ask myself just what in the hell did I think i was doing? I always thought and said actually that boys in my grade were immature. Now that I look at it, the OLDER ones are the immature ones. But whatever.
Oh well, I need to go shower and get a "good night's sleep" *wink*wink* for the PLAN test tomorrow.
night night xoxoxoxoxoxox
xoxoxo
i.l.u.
magz