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Wow its been a while.. the first thing i have to say is that i hate boys sometimes.....im so sick of these boys that i go after. yeah they can be the sweetest guys when you first start talkin to them so you think yeah this might actually be an okay thing.. then you get to talking on the phone everynight and getting to know him a lil more.. and you still think yeah this is gonna be okay.. but then you kiss him, and now your thinking this is great, but then he doesnt talk to you and doesnt seem that he wants to talk to you and know your thinking what the hell was i thinking. yeah thats basicly how its been this past week or so.... so I HATE BOYS SOMETIMES!
i went to the first open house of the year yesterday. they might not have been the ones that i wanted to go to but they started them all off. first i had to go to my cousin Noelle's openhouse way out in BFE. i dont even know this girl but it was okay. then from that open house i had to go to another cousins open house. but this cousin i know. i grew up with her. she actually really isnt my cousin we just call her that bc our parents have known eachother sense they were in high school. but that wasnt as fun as what i thought it was gonna be. it was kinda sweet taht i got to see all of them tho. i havent seen them in a while. i wish i could have stayed with them tho. i could really use a drink...lol. but im getting my licence on the 27!!!! im sooo excited.. so i will definatly be driveing over to see them more this summer and staying the night out there and having some fun. i am ready to be having some fun this summer.
so i think i might be likeing eddie again, which isnt a bad thing. he is a sweet guy, and everyone likes him...(long story)... and hes a good kid. and i know that if i start likein him again and start things off with him again i wont get hurt bc i know that he is for real, and that he is here, and i know how he feels...he's not that hard to read. so idk.. i have some thinking to do...boys are complicated!!!!
xoxo lyb
i went to the first open house of the year yesterday. they might not have been the ones that i wanted to go to but they started them all off. first i had to go to my cousin Noelle's openhouse way out in BFE. i dont even know this girl but it was okay. then from that open house i had to go to another cousins open house. but this cousin i know. i grew up with her. she actually really isnt my cousin we just call her that bc our parents have known eachother sense they were in high school. but that wasnt as fun as what i thought it was gonna be. it was kinda sweet taht i got to see all of them tho. i havent seen them in a while. i wish i could have stayed with them tho. i could really use a drink...lol. but im getting my licence on the 27!!!! im sooo excited.. so i will definatly be driveing over to see them more this summer and staying the night out there and having some fun. i am ready to be having some fun this summer.
so i think i might be likeing eddie again, which isnt a bad thing. he is a sweet guy, and everyone likes him...(long story)... and hes a good kid. and i know that if i start likein him again and start things off with him again i wont get hurt bc i know that he is for real, and that he is here, and i know how he feels...he's not that hard to read. so idk.. i have some thinking to do...boys are complicated!!!!
xoxo lyb