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Tomorrow I get my contacts. Freaking yay. I cannot wait to go back to school next Monday and surprise everyone. Heheheheheh.
My father is burning his blasted inscense again. Gah. Can't.... breathe.... !
I was in such an insane mood last night. I felt really weird and I started crying for no reason. And when I mean cried, I mean cried. I don't know what it was. I just felt that nothing was right and I felt love toward a person. I cannot explain. I listened to "Shape of My Heart" by the Backstreet Boys, too. A song I have not heard in literally years. It made me cry more. The lyrics reminded me of AJ and his drug/alcoholism. Sadness. So I changed the name of my journal to "sadness.is.beautiful.--loneliness.is.tragical." It just... fits me.
My father is burning his blasted inscense again. Gah. Can't.... breathe.... !
I was in such an insane mood last night. I felt really weird and I started crying for no reason. And when I mean cried, I mean cried. I don't know what it was. I just felt that nothing was right and I felt love toward a person. I cannot explain. I listened to "Shape of My Heart" by the Backstreet Boys, too. A song I have not heard in literally years. It made me cry more. The lyrics reminded me of AJ and his drug/alcoholism. Sadness. So I changed the name of my journal to "sadness.is.beautiful.--loneliness.is.tragical." It just... fits me.