Apr 07, 2005 22:56
Tonight was absolutely incredible for the worst reason. It started because Brandon met me after school while I was developing my project for PJ. When we left that room, I remember walking down first hall, holding his hand and just feeling like this was the greatest moment I could possibly be in. It was just us, walking in the middle of an empty hall, hand in hand. In the car he told me a story of how he got detention on a job shadow day for telling the counselor that he was going to some farm, but really going to hang out with his friends at his mom’s work. I’m sure it doesn’t sound interesting when I say it, but he tells wonderful stories. Later, the ride was over and we were at my house. It was just like in the movies. Neither of us wanted to leave. He knows that I’m going away tomorrow and tonight is most likely the last time we will see each other for a while. That was the longest goodbye of my life. I would say that I was getting out of the car, but I would jump back in or he would say he was going to drive off, but he would stay there, or leave and drive right back. That car was filled with nothing but love, kisses, and tears. We would clench each other and I swear I could feel my soul being lifted by that pure, raw emotion. There was even a moment where our tears touched and he took the tears from his eye and rubbed them across my heart… He eventually left with a blown kiss in his shadow. I don’t know exactly how to explain it all, but I know I am completely in love with this boy. I’ll see you soon, my love.