Our play advanced, but I still feel stuck in the same place
Today was just really bittersweet. It was in the case of my two loves acting and the man of my heart. Our play advanced. This is what we have been working at for for about two months. We perform again on Friday at five. I was also given a person award of all-star cast. This is absolutely wonderful, but it still felt empty because I didn’t have the person who I wanted to share it with there. It wasn’t just that he couldn’t go; I just feel so alone all the time now. Things aren’t the same and it hurts so much. I have this hollow void in my soul and with the things that you say at times, I feel like you’re slipping further and further away. It’s not only that. You told me something today and I just want to be there for you. I want to take care of you and let you sit in bed and have me cater to you. I remember a time when I would be the one you would run to in your times of need. I only want to be able to hold you in my arms, like a “babies” again.