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I have no life anymore. Really, i don't.
I miss the carefree nights of sophomore year. Junior year sucks cock. When i'm not doing schoolwork, which is always, i'm at cheerleading. Any spare second i have is spent with Patrick. And i've been neglecting model congress because i just don't have the time for it. I haven't been to one foreign congress so far because of work and cheer and i feel terrible. There's so many people i've lost touch with and it's not even my fault. There's never a moment where i don't have something to do, i just hate it. I was really looking forward to seeing Patrick this weekend, but i found out last night that i have to be at the school from 7:00 until god-only-knows to set up and practice for tomorrow's competition. I have to be at my school at 7:00 in the morning tomorrow allllll day long, compete at 3:00 go home for an hour, and be back at the school in uniform for gerbino night, which won't be over until earliest 10:00. Then sunday i have work at 8:00 in the morning. FuckFuckFuck. I hate life.
[//EDIT]
I complain too much,
forgive me.
I miss the carefree nights of sophomore year. Junior year sucks cock. When i'm not doing schoolwork, which is always, i'm at cheerleading. Any spare second i have is spent with Patrick. And i've been neglecting model congress because i just don't have the time for it. I haven't been to one foreign congress so far because of work and cheer and i feel terrible. There's so many people i've lost touch with and it's not even my fault. There's never a moment where i don't have something to do, i just hate it. I was really looking forward to seeing Patrick this weekend, but i found out last night that i have to be at the school from 7:00 until god-only-knows to set up and practice for tomorrow's competition. I have to be at my school at 7:00 in the morning tomorrow allllll day long, compete at 3:00 go home for an hour, and be back at the school in uniform for gerbino night, which won't be over until earliest 10:00. Then sunday i have work at 8:00 in the morning. FuckFuckFuck. I hate life.
[//EDIT]
I complain too much,
forgive me.