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Apr 03, 2006 22:44

Umm...

*Spring Break was good. Went to my grandpa's and my cousin's and hung out with the crew a bit. It was fun. Although California was much more amazing. I'm not going into details though because that takes too long.
*A certain someone and I reconciled our differences and are trying to be friends again. I really missed her, so I hope this lasts. I'm glad she's realized her mistakes, and I have too and hopefully things will be the way they once were. :)
*I feel inadequate right now. I feel like I don't care about school anymore, yet at the same time I dont want it to end. I just sat here for 30 minutes and cried while talking to my best friend because we just kept on...thinking. I don't know, she just gets me and I dont know what I would do without her in my life. I dont know what the heck I'm going to do next year...
*Next year scares me a lot. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm officially going to ASU. I don't want to leave though. I don't want to leave all of my friends, especially those younger than me...thinking about it makes me want to cry a lot.
*Prom's coming up. It should be amazing.
*I wish I was tired so I would go to bed, but I'm not. I keep thinking.
*Mrs. Shepard said I'm the first person that Teaching Fellows has ever screwed this bad. But she almost made me cry today when she was telling me how proud she is of me despite the mess up. I truly do have amazing motivators in my life.
*I wish I knew what I was thinking.
*I love my friends.
*This has been a really pointless entry...sorry to waste your life!
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