Oct 29, 2005 15:32
when you look at eyes what do yo usee? life heart emotion pain hurt?
what i see every time i look in the mirrior is heart ache hurt disfunction a guiable heart soul and mind .
mikey and i broke up i started it cause i cant stand to see him go im hurting i have cried myself to sleep befor i hav ewen to bed if i wasnt fucked up i miss him and hate his fucking gutz and want him to be happy but i want him to be happy with me but it will never happen it will never be...
when walking down a road you come to a fork in the road which way to go?
one way happiness but for you alone is that road
the other road is better for your love but will hurt you
you pick the road for love cuase you would give up your happiness and peace of mind for your soul ,mate.
so i am to my whole i go now life is dismal dark and full of life how much longer befor i lose grip?
not much longer now i will fade not into darkness but myself i will spiral into the abyssis of my self.
smiles....?
CHOW 4 now.....
fuck me.....