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I am not sorry for doing what I feel is best for me. For the past three years, I have put so much into Sirens and Pat put it best, I'm just ready to move on. Between six classes, field work, work, ASA, and FYE, next year is going to be packed for me. I haven't given up a bunch of extracurricular activities. I still love music. I still love psychology. I'm just pursuing something different.
It bugs me the most that people would think that these changes have anything to do with my boyfriend. Adam is amazing, but he isn't the reason why I am dropping anything. Adam is separate from everything. I'm not one of those girls who can't juggle a boyfriend and school and work. I know what my responsibilities are.
Everyone gets to a point where their life requires change. Nothing in life is constant. So we have to move and flow like water. Be flexible and accept things as they are. I'm not living my life for anyone else, it would be too disappointing that way.