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last few days have been not that great, mainly for two reasons.
college is a huge mystery for me now. i was hoping to get into tufts so i could commit there and wait to see if i got into BC, but noooooo. my luck wouldn't be that good. so i have no clue what i am going to do now.
second thing is ron. i was informed a couple days ago that they gave him two weeks. that had got to be one of the most terrible things in the world. too many bad things happen to good people who don't deserve it. pippa doesn't deserve this and neither does chris and pattie, and everyone else.
life really really sucks sometimes and i feel really horrible for pippa. i wish there was something i could do or say that could make some sort of difference.
things are good otherwise. jamie is a sweetheart and is my oasis from it all. all i've wanted to do the last couple of days is curl up in a ball with him and just lay there. just feel the comfort of just being there with him. not having to talk about college or school or anything stupid. that's it.
college is a huge mystery for me now. i was hoping to get into tufts so i could commit there and wait to see if i got into BC, but noooooo. my luck wouldn't be that good. so i have no clue what i am going to do now.
second thing is ron. i was informed a couple days ago that they gave him two weeks. that had got to be one of the most terrible things in the world. too many bad things happen to good people who don't deserve it. pippa doesn't deserve this and neither does chris and pattie, and everyone else.
life really really sucks sometimes and i feel really horrible for pippa. i wish there was something i could do or say that could make some sort of difference.
things are good otherwise. jamie is a sweetheart and is my oasis from it all. all i've wanted to do the last couple of days is curl up in a ball with him and just lay there. just feel the comfort of just being there with him. not having to talk about college or school or anything stupid. that's it.