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[lilchichi]

Ha yesterday, I just walked right out of school during 2nd hour with Kim to go out to Einstein and get bagels and stuff... its was great. Today's finals were ok, well I only had 1. After school, I played ultimate frisbee with the guys. Then we went to Leo's and played cards and had some food. Saw Alex Weeks and John Ledford (haven't seen him since middle school!) I really don't feel like studying right now but I have an english final project that I didn't even start and its do tomorrow haha. Tomorrow, Nicole, Melissa, Jake, and Aaron are coming over!!!! I'm surprised my mom is allowing it since no one will be home....yeah that rule. Sweetness. I can't wait till' saturday after the ACT's cuz then I'll be able to go out do anything!!!!! People are starting to ask about me and Kyle... its kinda bugging me cuz I'm feeling like the fool just standing here waiting for things to happen form him. People are telling me I deserve better or that he's not worth it if he's not doing anything no matter how much he said he still cared about me. My mom is starting to get on my back cuz she sense something si wrong and she and my dad are asking questions. Oh boy, they all say so much that makes me question a lot. Oh well, I really don't give a flying hoot right now, I've got finals to take care of, ACT's to prepare for, and a life to live. I dunno, I just hate it when people don't take responsibility for their own actions. If only things worked out differently... FUCK IT ALL I'm out.

♥ Stephanie ♥

in the beginning you were oh so clear.
it started out as something pure and sincere,
but now i see, the evil within.
so tell me what's the reason.
in the beginning it was so clean.
nobody else just love was all it could mean.
but now you tell me that there's somebody else,
but you don't want to leave me.

Good song...