LIVE WITH JACK =D JACK HAS A HOUSE WITH A SPARE ROOM FROM SEPTEMBER!
SRSLYYY.
(also, really, london is the only 'expensive' part of england. the south, in general, tends to cost more on average to live but up here in the north we're pretty good about prices and money <3~!)
and i know exactly what it feels like to be in that position, minus the lack of direction due to outside work. mine just came from nowhere really, apart from knowing i wasn't doing what i wanted to because it was easier to stick to my guns. and everything just gets so tedious and you try thinking up reasons as to why you'd be better off without it. even though you feel like you ought to continue. it's expected. you don't want to walk away and feel like a failure. a whole host of reasons.
but, really, in the end. if you're not happy. if you're paying for a college education you know you're not really getting anything out of - taking a break sounds, to me, much like the best option. even if just to clear your head and find out where you really wanna go with your life.
SRSLY BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO ASK YOU IF I COULD BUM OFF A ROOM YOU FOR A FEW WEEKS UNTIL I FOUND SOMEWHERE BUT I DID NOT WANT TO IMPOSE. (and i would love to live in liverpool with you. :D)
exactly. school was always the next plan, and until now i had no problem with it. but i feel like i'm going nowhere, and i'm not that crazy about college that i feel i have to finish in exactly four years and stay cooped up here. but i started off college not knowing what i really wanted to do, save having a major in some kind of art form.
i think i need to take time off to clear my head. last semester was so much boy drama that i brought upon myself, along with that being the first semester i worked at the hotel and the post office. lots of stress arose and it really took its toll on me. if i can have a few months where i can experience a larger scheme of things, i think that'll give me fuel to go on when i continue school.
LOL WE NEED TO PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN THIS BECAUSE I WOULD TOTALLY LOVE TO STAY WITH YOU.
SRSLYYY.
(also, really, london is the only 'expensive' part of england. the south, in general, tends to cost more on average to live but up here in the north we're pretty good about prices and money <3~!)
and i know exactly what it feels like to be in that position, minus the lack of direction due to outside work. mine just came from nowhere really, apart from knowing i wasn't doing what i wanted to because it was easier to stick to my guns. and everything just gets so tedious and you try thinking up reasons as to why you'd be better off without it. even though you feel like you ought to continue. it's expected. you don't want to walk away and feel like a failure. a whole host of reasons.
but, really, in the end. if you're not happy. if you're paying for a college education you know you're not really getting anything out of - taking a break sounds, to me, much like the best option. even if just to clear your head and find out where you really wanna go with your life.
it works wonders, trust me :)
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exactly. school was always the next plan, and until now i had no problem with it. but i feel like i'm going nowhere, and i'm not that crazy about college that i feel i have to finish in exactly four years and stay cooped up here. but i started off college not knowing what i really wanted to do, save having a major in some kind of art form.
i think i need to take time off to clear my head. last semester was so much boy drama that i brought upon myself, along with that being the first semester i worked at the hotel and the post office. lots of stress arose and it really took its toll on me. if i can have a few months where i can experience a larger scheme of things, i think that'll give me fuel to go on when i continue school.
LOL WE NEED TO PLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN THIS BECAUSE I WOULD TOTALLY LOVE TO STAY WITH YOU.
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