I don't know why
I miss you. No matter what happens I always find myself missing you. I always think I wouldn't miss you when you leave but I always do. Just to hear your voice. Just to hear you say "hey I'm doing good how are you" would mean more to me than anything. It would make my day. I've been thinking about you alot lately. How I wish you could know I was pregnant again and be happy for me. How I wish you could know how well I'm doing at my job. How happy I am to be married and on my own. Supporting my own. ow I wish you would just be happy for me. I know you are and would be but also jealous so the happiness wouldn't show only the jealousy but I would be ok with that. Nobody knows you as well as I do and nobody ever will. I sometimes wish I knew my husband as well as I knew you but I don't think I will. not now anyways. Eventually. At this moment you are on my mind though and I just wish you could know that. Know and beleive I haven't given up and I won't.