I need a cuddle buddy :o(
This weekend was really stressful for me! I feel like I could hang myself & it wouldnt matter.....
As I said in my last post that my Mom and I were on good terms-ha-things just got worse over the long weekend.
I went back to my Dads house Saturday night, even though my Mom gave me a curfew and of course I broke it and was home an hour late its ok b/c I mean come on it is my Dads house. But anyways I got talking with my Dad and step mom and they agreed that if I wanted to I could move with in with them, and I really have been thinking about it, I mean no I don't wanna leave where I am at now b/c its not even 5 minutes away from 4 of the people that mean the most to be but it would be really hard to have my Mom except the fact that it would be my dad I was wanting to live with, she really would dispise me!!!! And thats what I don't want. I just want to be happy and not fight with her, & if Brandon moves in over the summer I'm sorry but I'm gone there will be no way I could stay here- she expects too much from me now and I could only imagine what she would do when I moved out, she would have no one to clean the house or do this or that right now or as soon as you get home! I'd just love to see her go nuts trying to work raise a son and have a husband especially when Brandon likes to eat like a cow and doesnt like to pick up after himself.......
Anyways today was really nice I like the cold, but it was kinda weird b/c its October we usually arent this cold until December..lol but I liked it if only I had a cuddle buddy:o(
But its off to do my homework well at least attempt to..xoxo's
<3Heather<3