Oct 21, 2005 18:16
Today is special to me...but just with my luck it all went to hell!
I've sat here today after school cleaned, cried, and drank a beer. Fun right? HELL NO!
I haven't heard from KT or Kyle so it looks like my real Dads I am going! Oh goody!
My Mom is bitching me out for fucking everything & I am about to run away I swear. I feel like Sonny & Brandon are Gods and I am the dirt beneath their feet just getting pushed around b/c they do nothing wrong or if they do I get blamed for it!
Goodness I truly don't know weather to be depressed-angry-or-happy???
All maybe?
IDK all I know is that I don't want dinner I don't wanna eat and I especially don't wanna get bitched out for anything so I am getting off here to go get ready to call Kyle see what his butts doing & then call my sister so she can take me to my Dad's. xoxo's
<3Heather<3