I hate my life

[lilcheer711]

hey... sorry I'm not update'n this but here's the deal..... yesterday i went to my friend alissa's party and josh was there ok so i might like him well he was all over me he had his arm around me and everything then he's on the phone and i askd him who it was.... apearenty he has a girlfriend  named alyssa (not alissa dennis) so i was wearing josh's hat and she said she was gonna beat me up at the WAC dance lol she's in sixth grade  anyway at the dance i liked  flipped out i was crying and everything he diddent even care  everybody was trying to cheer me up but i like seriousely cant take anymore i fell for micheal.... then sam.... and now josh like honestly what did i ever do to deserve this its not like i cheat on guys or anything like that.... anyway also at the dance i go to get his hat agian and he was like no not when she's around.... and in his profile it says......
well go ahead and I/M his s/n is ...... funnyboyluz ......  and he took me out of his friends in his profile  like omg i'm just so upset i was crying so much last night he diddent show a little emotion.... I mean one day all of his friends say he's crazy about me and the next day he hates me cuz i started to like him to.... anyway Melissa and i arent friends now cuz i refuse to be a side friend... yea she said she'll be my friend just not in public screw that a real friend would never do that so lets see..... i have like no friends to hang out with ...my heart is broken & my life is down the drain..
                                             So why shouldent I  cry agian??????