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It seems like every single time I want to do something academically my way, it either gets mocked at or receives a hypocritical "I'm okay with it" followed by throwing every other fucking courses in my face. Seriously, what is the deal?
When I said I wanted to apply for NAFA or LaSalle, you mocked my decision, saying Fine Arts is such a sissy thing to do. Seriously? I'm sorry but what a fucked up 1990's mindset. I don't see how Arts Management is such a sissy course. I could have understood the mockery if I was intending on studying dance which by the way, I don't think is sissy anyway, but it was ARTS MANAGEMENT. So fine, I got over it. I couldn't apply yet anyway since I was still in NS. But seriously, which son/daughter would take up or think about taking up again something that your parents already mocked?
Now, I got accepted into Murdoch University and you, being the typical hypocrite that you are, says "I'm okay with it" but then you keep on throwing me all these other alternatives which I don't even want! ACCEPTED! I was over the moon when that happened. The only university (happens to be overseas) that accepts me but yet I cannot accept their acceptance. If you say you are okay with it, you would help me find a way to get some financial aid but you're not; you're leaving it up to me. Because the truth is, you don't want me to take up the offer and you don't want me to go overseas. Point is, you don't trust me. Not that you don't trust me enough but you don't trust me at all.
I'd rather do something that I really want than do something that you think is best for me. Hence, I'm gonna continue working because I love my job. And if somewhere down this road I regret not pursuing a degree, it will be on my own conscience because it's my decision.
When I said I wanted to apply for NAFA or LaSalle, you mocked my decision, saying Fine Arts is such a sissy thing to do. Seriously? I'm sorry but what a fucked up 1990's mindset. I don't see how Arts Management is such a sissy course. I could have understood the mockery if I was intending on studying dance which by the way, I don't think is sissy anyway, but it was ARTS MANAGEMENT. So fine, I got over it. I couldn't apply yet anyway since I was still in NS. But seriously, which son/daughter would take up or think about taking up again something that your parents already mocked?
Now, I got accepted into Murdoch University and you, being the typical hypocrite that you are, says "I'm okay with it" but then you keep on throwing me all these other alternatives which I don't even want! ACCEPTED! I was over the moon when that happened. The only university (happens to be overseas) that accepts me but yet I cannot accept their acceptance. If you say you are okay with it, you would help me find a way to get some financial aid but you're not; you're leaving it up to me. Because the truth is, you don't want me to take up the offer and you don't want me to go overseas. Point is, you don't trust me. Not that you don't trust me enough but you don't trust me at all.
I'd rather do something that I really want than do something that you think is best for me. Hence, I'm gonna continue working because I love my job. And if somewhere down this road I regret not pursuing a degree, it will be on my own conscience because it's my decision.