of memories
I'm still awake and only a tad sleepy but I'll deal with it. I stayed in camp yesterday night so I had my first 8hrs of sleep since like forever. And I think I should just sleep in camp again a few times a month just to get that. But then again, all talk and no action. Haha.
I was reading through comments on Friendster. Yeap. Remember the site we ditched for Facebook? It's all Pinoy now but wth. Haha.
Reading them just brought back so many memories. And how much I've changed as a person. What happened to the always happy and constantly grossing people out with my many antics? And all those empty promises made and the meetups that never did happen? I guess they just were forgotten. Now I feel like such an old man. I just miss my friends lah.
AND I just want this week to be over sooo damn bad. It's just been mentally exhausting and I've held back much more than I can actually handle. I just want Thursday to come and I'll be a happy person. No. Make that a delirious person. I promised myself that this long weekend won't go to waste and I'm planning on making sure I make it so.
Sometimes I think I've made the wrong choices when it comes to regarding people as friends. But I've always been the one to stay away from you if I think you're just not worth investing my time, heart and soul on or that you've changed into this person that I had a connection with in the first place. And it's honesly sad and not to mention selfish but I can't help it really. Then again, there are times when I just dislike you for no particular reason whatsoever. Haha. Although that rarely happens.
And somehow, while reading the comments, I realised that some of my loves have indeed changed. I missed how you're always smiling and laughing and really just being bitchy all the time. I really miss that. And I missed how you were sort of the poster child for everything good in the world and now seems like everything on your side is crumbling and I feel disgusted at myself for pitying you just because I know you don't need my pity. And I missed how I could just tell you every single thing even though it might hurt you but yet you still listened and swallowed every harsh word I said. And after that we'll just laugh it off and start all over again.
I should just stop clinging on to the past eh?
I AM HAVING A HARD TIME FINISHING PICOULT's MERCY. Hahaha. I think it's quite dreary. I'm still waiting for the courtroom drama and I'm already more than halfway through!
Jai passed his driving on his second try and now I'm even more nervous than ever.
I was reading through comments on Friendster. Yeap. Remember the site we ditched for Facebook? It's all Pinoy now but wth. Haha.
Reading them just brought back so many memories. And how much I've changed as a person. What happened to the always happy and constantly grossing people out with my many antics? And all those empty promises made and the meetups that never did happen? I guess they just were forgotten. Now I feel like such an old man. I just miss my friends lah.
AND I just want this week to be over sooo damn bad. It's just been mentally exhausting and I've held back much more than I can actually handle. I just want Thursday to come and I'll be a happy person. No. Make that a delirious person. I promised myself that this long weekend won't go to waste and I'm planning on making sure I make it so.
Sometimes I think I've made the wrong choices when it comes to regarding people as friends. But I've always been the one to stay away from you if I think you're just not worth investing my time, heart and soul on or that you've changed into this person that I had a connection with in the first place. And it's honesly sad and not to mention selfish but I can't help it really. Then again, there are times when I just dislike you for no particular reason whatsoever. Haha. Although that rarely happens.
And somehow, while reading the comments, I realised that some of my loves have indeed changed. I missed how you're always smiling and laughing and really just being bitchy all the time. I really miss that. And I missed how you were sort of the poster child for everything good in the world and now seems like everything on your side is crumbling and I feel disgusted at myself for pitying you just because I know you don't need my pity. And I missed how I could just tell you every single thing even though it might hurt you but yet you still listened and swallowed every harsh word I said. And after that we'll just laugh it off and start all over again.
I should just stop clinging on to the past eh?
I AM HAVING A HARD TIME FINISHING PICOULT's MERCY. Hahaha. I think it's quite dreary. I'm still waiting for the courtroom drama and I'm already more than halfway through!
Jai passed his driving on his second try and now I'm even more nervous than ever.