Nov 22, 2003 10:02
Have you ever had one of those days where you wake up and everything is just...different? Like nothing is the same in your eyes and your thoughts seem emotionless...the world seems like it's been put on mute and slow motion. Everything seems empty. And for me, this happens at least twice a year and lasts for a few days, gradually transforming back to "normal", yet nothing is the same from how it was before.
This happened to me during this past week. First, everything seemed quieter...then i noticed everything slooowww doowwwnn. Then yesterday the emotional part struck. Like a beast tearing away all of my emotions, leaving nothing but sadness and loneliness.
Thankfully after hours of convincing myself that nothing has changed, I got myself in a slightly better mood. Then I FINALLY got a girls night OUT...I WENT OUT! woo! I seem to be ok now, though things will never be back to they way they were before this.