Mar 04, 2005 17:18
Hey guys,
okay. mayday? idk how to spell it. I think i'm relationship defective. like once its comin close to..... oh no not bf and gf... i subconciously ruin everything. i mean everything. now i dont even have my cool wrestling buddy who i like love and don't know wat i'd do without and my hot wrestler #1 or hot wrestler #2 to talk to or look at or get looked at. and now i cud care less wat they wore or if they wore nething at all. lol. i'm lost for words and out of breathe and let's just say i kno how to totally mess things up and then regret it. god it's a cycle. james cud kill me. lol. i really shud listen to x-bfs and past dates lol mayb i'd learn sumthin or 2. well i miss everyone soo much.
shout outs to my girls:
Jamie
Ally
Dana
Erika
Lillian
even though u guys wont see how much i love u guys. xox me!
omg u guys, SATs? school? work? friends? and maybe a bf? shoot me? where duz the actual me come in??
xox me!
Chany