Feeling Kinda "HuH?"
Well guess wat I talked to Jimmy last night online. Sure enough hes in San Francisco. I was pretty pissed off last nigh and just nagged and nagged about him leaving me alone and all of that mierda. Well today he called me like at 9pm (an hour and a half ago) and it was completely nerverecking and unexpected. I was expecting to feel a sudden jolt of glee and overjoy but it never came. I waited and waited but it never arrived. I dont know why dat was so because I was excited to talk to him and I had been bitchin about it on here aswell but for some strange and ubserd reason something happened. Something happened dat not even I know of. I dont want to say too much incase yu know who reads yu know wat but im just pondering deeply about this feeling because its offencifly uncany... OMG... Its just came to me all of a sudden... It jostled me right this very second... ARGH!!! NO!!! This really sucks. Yea sorry I kinda think I realized wat is solemnly wrong but I cannot say it, well yu know why. This is killing me now. I hope it isnt true. Godamn feelings!!! Stupid Heart!!! Well im gonna have to end this because this is just plain and simple... FUCKED UP!!!