The Time is Almost Here
The old Cliche' "You never really cherish something until you've lost it," is branded in my heart right now. I'm down to 18 days, and I'm losing so much. My friends mean so much more to me right now then ever before, but I can never tell them that cause I have to be the strong one and not be afraid of leaving everything behind, for being the first to go, to leave. My childhood is ending and I must grow up, start over and live an adult life. I've chosen to leave, as my choice and people hate me for it and sometimes myself. And all I have to take with me on my journey are the memories, and right now, I have many regrets that will outweigh the good ones. But I also have responsibilties that I must attend too before I leave, which makes my time shrink even more. My brothers and sisters, please be strong because I cant hold everyone up when I fall down too....