Oct 03, 2005 22:22
I'm super stressed and overwhelmed and upset...and all of the above right now and i want it to go away...but everything that i have to do and everything that is bugging me is just hanging over my head....
*I have so much to do for all my classes and i can't do it all with everything else i have going on....im not superhuman...
*I'm still trying to tell myself that its ohk to not be perfect and get a B....i know its ridiculous huh...but when u havent gotten one your entire life...it would be a big deal too...
*I'm getting fat because i eat when i am stressed....i would excercise...but i dont have time because i am always going a mile a minute...you think it would even out but it doesnt....
*I miss my family....and friends from home...even though i love everyone here...
*I hate how i still miss a certain person and think about them even though they havent really been a part of my life for awhile now...and they could care less...
*I still hate boys
*i'm worried that i am not going to get everything i need to done...and that scares me
*I have two tests this week that im not even near ready for...
*I want to pretend like i have nothing to do and just close my eyes...
I want to cry....