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Its so hard to believe summer is almost over! :( looking back on it tho, i wouldnt change a thing! i've learned so many things, experienced a few, and had fun with it all. From mono.. to being the teenage daughter from hell *lol* its all been amazing. Getting caught out on the boat, the first weekend of summer... spending a week with mono at my dads.. i mean yeah it sounds pretty bad but i learned from it all. And thats all that matters. Not the mistake you made but how you cleaned it up and what you learned from it. There are so many things going on right now with everyone else, its kinda crazy. And i feel so bad because i dont know what to say. For the first time i feel like theres nothing i can do, and even tho they're not my best friend or nething i feel so helpless, and i hate it. Im so use to be able to make people feel better that it hurts so bad to know they're hurting and you cant do anything or say anything. Life is so short, you never know when its your turn. Play every card you get dealt, and even if you mess up hugely, theres always a way it can be fixed. Dont dwell on the mistakes you made in the past think of how to prevent them in the future. Its so easy these days to keep a gudge but honestly, time goes by so fast that when its their turn all you'll feel is guilt for not ending things on good terms. Dont ever think your going through something alone, thats what you have friends for. No matter what happens or how bad it is, your never cornered, there's always a way out. And you dont have to do it alone. I wish i would've known that long ago. I hope everyone is enjoying the last bit of summer! i love you all sooo much!!! :) xoxo
-B*