That proved this much...
I went to get my nails done last night with my sister & then we went to Taco Bell for dinner. Well after that *I've been talking to Michael a lot the past few days* Michael called me and said he wanted to see me. So of course I met up with him. And that just proved to me that much that yes; I do love him; but I'm not IN love with him. It was just different; he's changed and so have I. Both for the better. But the butterflies weren't there anymore as they always have been before. It's just different between us now. I guess because of being together then not after all these years feelings just tend to slip away. He's a wonderful guy. But now I know in my heart that I don't want to be with him anymore. I'm content with just being friends. But on another note my VMI Cadet is coming home today so that means I get to see him! I'm so excited! =]. I'm soo busy from now until Christmas! Tonight I'm getting my hair done (dark brown with some blonde) and then I have to be @ church @ 7. We're having singing specials for Thanksgiving and I have to sing; I'm unsure how they always get me up there! But I love it. I seriously wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. And then tomorrow is Thanksgiving; so that means hunting all morning then coming in to eat with the family takin a nap and then back out there again! Then Friday means hunting for a little bit really early and then shopping! =]. Woo Hoo! Then hunting again on Saturday. Then church on Sunday. A jewelry party to go to on Monday. Then December 7th is our womens ministry meeting with a guest speaker; of which I already know. Then hunting every Saturday from here until December 16th. Sunday December 10th I have a baby shower for a girl at work; something else I can't remember and the Carrie Underwood concert of which I have FLOOR SEATS!!! And then December 14th is Jessie's Birthday. And then soon after that is Christmas! So I'm very very busy. It seems as if I'm always on the go; with this or that; especially church. I'm going to quit search for Mr. Perfect/Right because he will come into my life at the right time when he is supposed to. God will put him before me and I will know then. And thats fine; so I'll be single and date around and enjoy myself; but not too much. So yeah. Maybe my life will get a little un-stressful with being so busy now! =]. <3