grrr...men
I dunno..it seems like Josh is well...avoiding me. He didnt call me back last nite like he said he would and hes never online when I am which isnt right at all. He's always online when I'm online. I guess we're just good like that and all. So for the past 6 hours (on and off) i have been watching Branden and Seth play internet tag. Seth signs off..Branden signs on. Seth signs off and Branden signs off. I guess it's kinda amusing when u think about whats going thru THEIR heads. Now back to Josh. If ya scroll down my journal, u will see a table..its what my name "lilbuckwild" means. It says paranoid and for hm..i cant read that there..ohh GOOD REASON!! Grr I worry too much right? Hmp! Omg I can't wait til Tuesday. First thing...my parents are finally off vacation and are going back to work, which means i finally get the house to myself during the day again. Secondly, me and Josh have a date. I swear if he doesnt come thru this time, I dunno what I will do. I know I can't break up with him. That would hurt both of us...I'll just punish him. NO SEX JOSH...NO SEX! lol Whatever..if hes not on i 15 minutes I'm getting offline. I've been waiting for him all day. I DONT LIKE TO WAIT! Now sleep..i love to sleep. Lol Lataz