Dreamin of.. him!
Well, last night was not the best not of dreaming.. well it kinda of was.. For some reason, I was dreaming of Michael and me exactly going to his house but it was so much better than I imagined it to be. He gave me a letter with all these girly drawn red hearts on the enlevope and it said I love you Shaundra and all these different stuff. It made me all happy and giggly. We spent alot of time together, going different places and he had changed much since he broke up with me.. I woke up, so confused. I knew this would never happen because Michael will never talk to me again.. *Sigh* It was so hard because I was ready to get online and tell him but wait.. yeah, we don't even talk anymore.. *Sighs* It was heartbreaking. Well, anyway, I thought it was the happiest yet most saddening dream ever because it made me see him/know him all over again.. I think he is trying to erase me from his life, that is while he does not speak to me.. *Sighs* Oh well, this is nothing new. I am extremely exhausted, write more when I have time...