What to Say..
Well, I don't know.. I was upset last night and I thought my mom was coming so I turned off my computer and AOL on Mike. He probably thinks I hate him or something. I don't hate him. I don't know what I feel toward him. I know my feelings are not really as strong as they were when we were going out. I mean what does he expect. We haven't been going out for.. a long time. He thinks I am to stay madly in love with him? *Sighs* I don't know. I hate the fact that love blinds him so. I don't think I am worthy enough to be with him. Last night I just wanted to him to say.. "Please find someone else" yet instead I started to cry. When I read his journal, I cried. He sat there to type that and I feel so bad that he did so. It will take time.. There much that we have to grow. Only time will tell what will become of us... That's all I can say for now..