Oh here we GO!
Well, today has been interesting. I have been upset because *ahem* it's that time of month and I'm having terrible moodswings. They are awful this month, more than the last. Well, I was pretty upset today. The first periods were fine but when I got in Japanese, I saw Allie and I'm not very close to Allie anymore. She seems to flirt with Spencer alot and it pisses me off. Or Spencer flirts with her. One or the other. Spencer loves me, as far as I know but I'm one of those jealous ass chicks who don't like other girls, especially exs, talking to her bf. Well, lunch went.. alright I guess. I saw Bianca in the library. I'm thinking to myself.."There is that bitch." She walked past me so many times and never said a word to me. Looked at me but never said a word. I sit a table and start doing homework, doing homework. I was already pissed off that this stupid chick in the lunch room kept hitting and stabbing me in the ass with her tray. She kept getting all up on me. I'm thinking "Listen hoe, stab me in my ass again and I'll stab you in the eye." This guy as all on me yesterday, close to me like.. in breathe to breathe close. I'm like, dude give me some room. I know I'm cute and all but still..lol. Anyway, after I saw Bianca I was pissed the rest of the day. I was moodswinging forreal. One minute I can be happy and pissed at someone the next. This afternoon is where the real action begins. Ok, I'm mad at Spencer, I forget why now but I was. I was waiting after school for him with Drake. Spencer comes and he's like "What's wrong." And I go, nothing. He says, what's wrong. I'm like I think you like Allie. He's like.. why would you think that.. and I just shrug saying, "Because you guys talk more than we do." I'm a brat ok.. lol. So he takes me hands, and shook his head. Spencer tries to sit by me but Drake moves him and they start fighting over the spot to sit by me. Drake's gf comes and talks. Drake and Spencer are playing too much and it nearly turns into a fight. I'm like you guys stop! And they kept going at it, hitting me in the leg. I'm like, ok I'm going home, crying I walk away. I stopped and started reading my book. Drake chases after me, running past and then he sees me, running back. I was sitting there still reading and he watched me. I asked him why he did that... why were they fighting like that.. and we talked then I started walking home and he said, stay. I'm like fine and walk back. I walk up to Spencer who was sitting there, looking down at him. He looks up at me, looking like he was about to cry. He's like "Hi" in this really sad, about to cry voice. He knew he had hurt me and I just sighed, placing me head on his cheek, rubbing it gently* Don't worry about it I said and then I was like "Do that again, and I will beat both of your asses with drumsticks." Chris hands me one and I act like I was going to hit him but I can't hit Spencer worth anything. I love him too much. I handed the stick back and then Drake and Chris run off to find away into the school. Spencer is sitting there talking and I secretly sit next to him, not caring that he's talking and kissed him. I started to giggle and stood up, Drake and Chris coming back. Someone opened the door and they went in. Spencer stood up and I was hugging him. I laid my head on his chest and sighed. Ok, I like kisses so I'm tugging on his shirt and he kisses me quickly and I am all giggly from there on. Well me and Drake left the others and went to NV, visiting teachers. The 8th graders were really rude to us of course.. I will get them next year. Anywho, we were walking back and he says "You know, If I didn't a gf, I would have fought Spencer for you." And I'm like "Huh?"And he repeated it and was like because I like you, you're cute, loving, etc. I'm like o.o; Whooooooa... He was too close.. He still is. I don't know what I'm going to do about him. He is going to get between me and Spencer some how and it won't be pretty. Today, they were going too far with that fight so what can be next? Well, we came back to NC and went inside to sit. We see Andrew and Ricky come out of the band area and they were like "We have been locked in the band area for an hour! I was like o.o! I'm sorry.. how they told the story, I was dying. I always thought Andrew and Ricky were cuties. Ricky seems like one of those bad asses and Andrew is the dumb one lol. They are cute though. I wouldn't mind dating Andrew but will never happen probably. ANYWHO! We talk to them for awhile and it starts pouring down rain. I was tired of being Drake so I tried to go home but it was raining too hard and his brother came to get us, thank God. It's fine and dandy that he's nice but he's getting too close to me. Plus to have a girlfriend already, whoa man. *Shrugs* Well, this is full of it for real. That's has been my exciting Friday!