Im So confused????
Well, the last couple of days have ben kindof crazy! All this stuff going on and no explination for most of it? Well a couple of things have no explination. On July 31, 2004 I became engaged to Jeremiah Wesley Edwards. It was kindof expected tho because well... Im not even going to go there. Anywho, and then the last week seems like our relationship has went down hill???? Im not going into detail about some of the stuff but a lot of it is worrying me ... hes just not as affectionate as he used to be .. hes not the jeremy that alwayse loved on me and would do anything for me . (not that he has to do everything for me) But it was nice ... all u girls kno what im talking about. Then after we had this huge fight and resolved everything yesterday I run into his x girlfriend.... And she tells me all kinds of things and now im really worried.... He has had a lot of problems and things and a couple he still has .. I just want to have a reason to think nothing is gonna change and he is gonna be the same way as he is right now 15 years down the road... faithful to me ... god to me ...loves me and all that good stuff... I just dunno right now... I dont wanna say I just dont kno ANYMORE but thats the way its looking .. I jsut want things to go back to normal... anywho enough ranting and raving... im gonna go i guess and decide whether or not to go to the fair tonight?......
~*~Amanda~*~