Nov 05, 2007 10:02
So happy that my class got canceled today.
I am about to study or work on my bulletin board. It's due today.. I have no ideas for it. Dang it. I was a bad RA this month!
In other news, I am loving my job. I love working in my home- literally! My girls are awesome! They won overall homecoming and I couldn't be more proud of them. That sounds very motherly.
Hm, I had quite a fun weekend. Starting Thursday.. Found out my car got towed, from Terrace. HOW LAME! It wasn't even a fire lane.. the officer said it was a "temporary tow away zone". I like how it was parked there for 10 days before it gets towed. AND I have a UT parking pass. I just didn't feel like walking all the way from the garage. I hate KnoxPD. Oh well, there goes $85 and a life long scarring of parking on the streets.
Friday, I went out with Jeff Edlund and his friends to dinner at Jersey Mikes and had a great time meeting everyone. We went to the UT Men's Basketball exhibition game. Thompson Boling Arena was recently renovated.. it looks really amazing. We beat whoever we played 106-46. Embarrassing. I came back and talked to my resident Rachel and her boyfriend for 2 hours. I like them.
Saturday, I slept late and woke up around 11:30 and got some free food at the Greve tailgate. I played football with a bunch of guys and made 2 downs. They were very nice to me. I like surrounding myself with boys.. I guess thats normal.... ha! Or maybe I just get tired of seeing girls girls girls 24/7 (since I live with sorority women..)
Then Sam, DrewL, and his friend came over to Massey and we ate cookies and sat around for a few minutes. We went to the football game (homecoming) where apparently no body wanted to be at. I read that it was the smallest home crowd in UT football history. It was true. we had about 4 empty benches around where we were sitting. It was hot, but then it got really cold. I wore cowboy boots- I love those things. I think they are very practical.
Then I got Dynasty.. that's the story of my life right there.
Sunday I wrote my 8 page paper on Julius Caesar. It was brutal. But finished, and turned in.
I guess the juicy part of this post comes now.
Drew came over to talk last night, where we mutually decided that we could no longer be with each other. I cried, but I don't think it was because I was sad. I think I am relieved and finally realizing that I am strong enough without him. I am looking forward to getting to know myself better and finding things that I really enjoy doing. I am going to make a checklist of things I want to accomplish in the next few months and put it next to my bed. I'm excited about that. But most of all, I am going to miss losing my best friend. I hope I will be strong enough to see him in class for the rest of the semester. I'm going to have to, right?
Single and not ready to mingle.
This song is by an artist that Drew introduced me to. It couldn't be more perfect. (listen to it!)
Emerson Hart - I Wish The Best For You lyrics
How long can we wait here
To say goodbye?
The words once they're spoken
Are words that we can't take
Back to where we were, before
Things got in the way
Life gets so confusing
When you know what you're losing
You
Me
Why can't we see that there's
More to love than we'll ever know
Sometimes you're closer when you're
Letting go
I wish the best for you
I wish the best for you
We'll both regret the hurting
That we will do
You'll learn to forget me
And I'll try
I'll try to forget...
You
Me
Why can't we see that there's
More to love than we'll ever know
Sometimes you're closer when you're
Letting go
I wish the best for you
I wish the best
If you ever need a place that you can run to
I'll be here, I'll be here
You
Me
Why can't we see that there's
More to love than we'll ever know
Sometimes you're closer when you're
Letting go
I wish the best for you
I wish the best for you
..thanks for a really awesome 2 years. You taught me so much. I won't forget anything we shared and I am truly thankful you came into my life. my love for you was very real.