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HIGH KICK is in 4 days!
WOW! i'm so excited! I am a bit nervous though...actually very nervous. I have never done highkick in my life and everyone else has. Well except me and sarah...we got are uniforms today for highkick and they look pretty awesome. They are PURPLE! but for some reason my coaches decided to give me a small and the smalls look really small! aghhh well they know that stuff better then me so hopefully it will be okay.
Tomorrow is a half day and i have practice at 8!
oh well i am actually excited for practice...highkicks on sunday at Eastern...so everyone should come!
I like the quote Jill said today............."It's not worth reaching your destinaition if you haven't enjoyed the ride".........i beleive thats how it went...im not sure though...and it makes alot of sense if you think about it
I wasn't feeling good this morning...have you ever woken up and you just feel like you want to scream? Thats how i felt and then i realized my throat and stomach and head hurt and i didn't know what to do....only just to try to calm my self down. I didn't know where anyone was and for some reason i felt that nothing was ever going to be the same. I actually felt hurt...well everything got better though...it was like i was in a different world
.........it is good to worry but don't worry so much that you are scared....it is good to care but don't care so much to where you are hurting...it is good hope but don't just hope, live ....................
It seems like you should say these things to yourself when you are thinking about everything...and for some reason i do but i never listen to them...i mean if you are worrying you will definetly be scared about some things, and if you care about something so much then that means that it will hurt once you start to care to much. It makes sense to say not to care to much but sometimes it just doesn't work out that way. It could be a good thing to care too much...and when it starts to hurt, you know you are caring greatly...is it a good feeling to care or worry or be scared, frightened perhaps...about something so much? Maybe you should listen to whats above or maybe you shouldn't...whatever works best for you... for me? i am still deciding...
........maybe that doesn't make sense at all but for some reason it does to me.......
Well im done...