Jul 23, 2005 18:24
well i dont no what to say teh past week me n jessie gonazalesz have been in alabamanad yeha its boring but eyah ts good to see my friends trhat i ont get tpos ee every day the other day m,e n jessie and jeson decorated davids face (jasons friend) and eyah itw as fun adn funny it was great klol well eyah the yeah i unno last nigth i cryed bc missed richadr and yeah i unno im liek really depressed not just bc i miss richard but fro toher reasons if u need to get a hold ofme io have a new phgone same # lol i took a pic of my mcflurry today :) and the captain D's sign :) but yeah i unnno .......... i love to help people but what id otn get myslef is im the one who really needs help u no iw anna make sure that my friends and other p[eople are having a great summer well my summer isnt all that great its slef .......i need a friend i have a friend that i can talk to but the problem, is he cant be by my side 24/7 all the time bc of my boyfriend he thinkgs we are doing things and we arent and soemtime i just feel liek people just dont get that :( i dotn no what to do i love my boyfriend to death but there are just soemthign i need to talk about and i dont wanan talk to him i wanna talk to someone else nomy one friend i try to help him out whwne ever i can but i cant do it often and i really wanna halp but i cant and i duno soemtimes i wish i was single so i would have to worrie abdout every lil thiung that i do and yeah i unno i dont no ne thing ne more i wish my life was different iwish i never had gotten into boyfriends bt i did nad i honestly wish i did
he smoked:(
i dont no lol haha lindsay i need to tlask to you :(ahhhhhh i dont no what to do i think im losing my mind i fuckign up big time ........
megan
love richadr almost 6 months