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ok. im sorry. no im more than sorry. i can't explain how bad i felt when i went to bed last night. i slept maybe 3 hours. my last entry sounded like i was stabbin at you or i was mad at you. i just felt like you were not giving me a chance to show you who i was. and i had a bad day so it might have seemed like i was cussin your name. i promise i wasn't. i think your a great person. i've never tlked bad about you to ANYBODY. i tlked so much good about you that cole and noah and everyone else thought i was obsessed with you. they would make fun of me and try to tlk bad about you just to try and get me mad, cuz they know i will defend you. i just felt like you didn't try to give me a chance...i think i need a lot more patience. i really do apologize. and to anyone who reads this Paula Joe is a great person...im not just saying that either, i was told this motto : say what you mean, and mean what you say. and i will stand by what i say about Paula. i honestly feel she is a great person. i feel like a complete asshole....i have alot of explainig to do. i'm very sorry. but sorry doesn't cut it. i'm not trying to kiss ass i just want to everyone to know that Paula is a really good person. thats from my heart