Aug 31, 2004 21:03
Today was the first day of school. I was so nervous, i'm always nervous on the first day, i even got butterflies when i was about to get on the bus.
Anyway when i got home today i was all content because the school day was fine and the only bad thing that happened was that my heel broke and i almost busted my ass, then when i got home i was hanging out with my friend and she was talking about Middletown high and brought up different people. Then she started telling me about the boys and i kind of got upset because she mentioned this boy named Davatae. Everytime i hear that name i immediately think about what happend on the last day of school of my freshmen year. Its unbearable for me because its not even him, i just cant believe what i did.
But anyway i got to get ready for school tomorrow and decide how i'm going to see my friends. I dont see half my friends in school no more cause of my schedule. Oh and my old nickname is comming back. I told my boyfriend what my friends use to call me in philly (Smurf), now he keeps saying it. Its no problem, i might even get it airbrushed on my jeans. I got to do it before everyone else starts doind it alot.