Life long lessons....
I can't begin to explain the confusion I am faced with in this realm of life at this time. I don't know how to even phrase it. It's a frustrating process I'll admit. Right now...I'm trying to search for my sanity and peace within life. I'm anxious, nervous, stressed, yet a tad bit edgy as well.
I'm sitting here with all these secondaries wondering if it's just for the $ or worth more than that. I feel overwhelmed....and at times....I'll lay there in bed....despite how tired I feel, and begin to cry. Yes, I cry...I cry myself to the confusion I am faced with in life at this time....cry myself to the struggles I face....that I don't speak of often.....cry myself for the mistakes of decisions I made, and perhaps cry myself to the sorrows of wondering where my life is going.
I know I can do something....than just sitting here.....but I feel.....like a lost child.....I need someone there.....to help pull me from my lost world....please help me.....I can't survive much longer with myself. I'm driving myself insane right now, and there isn't a remedy.
I'm sitting here with all these secondaries wondering if it's just for the $ or worth more than that. I feel overwhelmed....and at times....I'll lay there in bed....despite how tired I feel, and begin to cry. Yes, I cry...I cry myself to the confusion I am faced with in life at this time....cry myself to the struggles I face....that I don't speak of often.....cry myself for the mistakes of decisions I made, and perhaps cry myself to the sorrows of wondering where my life is going.
I know I can do something....than just sitting here.....but I feel.....like a lost child.....I need someone there.....to help pull me from my lost world....please help me.....I can't survive much longer with myself. I'm driving myself insane right now, and there isn't a remedy.