Ahhh....spring
I'm finally ready to jump back online here and bare a bit of my life to all of you. Spring is here...My birthday has happened (half of my relation forgot until I told them, but I love them anyway)...Easter happened and celebrated it 4x times over. SO, spring has evened itself out and thensome.
Dan and I went to Chicago...and I don't know about Dan, but I had a blast!... He reminded me why I fell in love with him as his quirky nature shined through. ...Even as all of this has happened, I cannot help but be captivated by fear...fear of a lack of acceptance.
Tomorrow is our 6 month anniversary, and I am planning to have a heart to heart with my father ...telling him how I feel about Dan and our plans to move in together come late summer. I know how I want him to react, but I have a pessimistic expectation as to how he will react... however, I value my relationship with my father and respect him enough to fill him in on my decision.
So please, all who read, just pass a thought of good luck for me... For I am putting my relationship with my father on the line... he's the wise role model, hopefully, he will accept me for who I am and the decisions I make.
Dan and I went to Chicago...and I don't know about Dan, but I had a blast!... He reminded me why I fell in love with him as his quirky nature shined through. ...Even as all of this has happened, I cannot help but be captivated by fear...fear of a lack of acceptance.
Tomorrow is our 6 month anniversary, and I am planning to have a heart to heart with my father ...telling him how I feel about Dan and our plans to move in together come late summer. I know how I want him to react, but I have a pessimistic expectation as to how he will react... however, I value my relationship with my father and respect him enough to fill him in on my decision.
So please, all who read, just pass a thought of good luck for me... For I am putting my relationship with my father on the line... he's the wise role model, hopefully, he will accept me for who I am and the decisions I make.